ღLeavin' Townღ

The day after by this time is the DAY! Argh, guilt & excitement in between. Guilt for leavin' my poor baby boy all alone by himself, he have no one to wakie him up to work and no one to dinner with, no one to urge him for evythin' and even spend holiday with*I probably sound like a mom/kakak T-T. Say it loud like I was that important role in his life *lolx, I ain't so sure about that yet I'm definitely gona mizz him like CRAZY. Really Sowwy BB I wasn't bear to leave u all alone and disapointed u by rejected the plan you did for me last year. I truely hope u could understand our situation that time and I really don't wish to leave u a big burden afterall the fun. I know it all seem like an excuse and nothing I could possible do to complement for u(´ε｀ )...Let's make a great plan next year!~~~

♪( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉBig Attention: 4 Crazyy Galz out to town, eat, explore and shop like nobody business. Afterall the time waitin', I can't believe we're goin' in less than 2 dayz after. It's kinda one of my 'wish to do' list, travel with bestie once in a lifetime. How cool! Yet eventhough Ah Man & I been to travel since young somehow this is my 1st time to go without dependin' either family nor my lovely BB, I admit nervous coexist with excitement, luckily Aunt is there to bring us around in GZ. Another funny things is I'm gona to empty my luggage with as less stuff as possible to prepare a super big shop, sound like I gona bring back the whole GZ although I seriously wish so XD. Beside, gettin' my NEX presento in advanced was totally felicity *stay tuned for a closed update of nexto, hundred thanks to my lovely family *touch* .Alrite enugh of sayin', hey soul sistaz, *sing prepare ourself for a madnesss holiday!

*take gd k my dear...*

☆K.L Convocation☆

Lil air breathin' weekend, headed to K.L during weekend attendin' BB's Bro Daren's Convocation. Without noticin' it had been 3 years already, payin' visits to his new school & hostel seems like yesterday thingy.I guess I had done my degree 1 years ago If I hang on more into it yet who know what could happened, we juz move on our life with no backward, and to be frank I ain't a study person I rather stop it before I disappoint any of them. For me better to not to give out empty hope then there won't be any disappointment. Really sad and ashamed till now I still couldn't done anythin' to let them feel proud of me >.<.

Back to trips, headed to Melaka before K.L cause BB's bro had arranged his convocation photo shootin' with his friend there, arrived Melaka in the afternoon we were all blastin' for lunchy, eatin' Hainan Chicken Rice Ball is a must in Melaka therefore we went to one of the shop BB and I drop-by during our last trip to Melaka which happened to be roughly 2 years ago *time flies like rocket I felt so old already T-T. After fillin', had lil walk around the street then we rushed for his photo shootin' yet we end up waited nearly 1 hrs for his friends to get ready *I rather spend more time on shoppin' at streets =''=.They sart shootin' around 4sth and finally ends at 7 o'clock.

Convocation held around town area therefore we lived @ K.L Plaza, which juz opposite Pavilion, bad recommended I definetely not gonna stay If I ever go KL in the future. After checked-in, late-dinner at Pavilion Ding Tai Feng, first tryin' and eventhough we waited for 15mins but it's totally worth waitin', ain't because we're too starve but the food there were really nice and delicious, thumbs-up for the foods^^. Seriously, really regret not to bring my lappy along, I guess I hardly survive in K.L as there aren't any nice TV program at all =''=. Took my shower then force myself to sleep due to the noisiness down our buildin'.

Next day woke up early 8a.m in order to get myself ready, one of the big differences between man and woman is that we had to wake up early to do our brushin, face washin' and make-upthingy while they could juz done theirs' brushin' within 15mins T-T. After breakie headed to Snowflake, one of our secret mission*lolx. Yet I somehow failed it as I didn't get to taste and view properly for the stall, end up eatin' the dessert along the way as his parents can't wait to attend the BORED convocation *really frustrated ~.~. Gosh, 3 torturin' hours I wonder how I came through, was totally sleepy and souless during the whole ceremony, I saw number of parents fell asleep during the long-wind speeches by the president of UTAR. Whole thingy ends around 6p.m, basically this whole trip we waste time on endless waitin'=''= *so zik. Headed back J.B after dinner and lil' walk at KLCC's ''PARK'' ==''. Anywhere Congrates to Daren's and wish him all the best for the upcomin' challenge in life. So when is our next lil' sweet escape BB?!^^...

*stress-out for $$$...*

究竟?!™

天真の想要把你顾得无微不至
为你打点三餐 只希望让你身体更好
即使再累 再气你总是浪费我心意
可还是输给了心 没法放着不管你
最后变成了 只是照顾三餐の女佣

需要の时候 事情都推开准时报道
忙碌得时候 乖乖の被凉在一边等待
整个圈子都是你 整个生活都给了你
却还是做的不够好 满足不了
最后变成了 等待被需要の玩具

不可以有情绪 沉默の带过所有
不懂事不被接受 学会忍耐是必须
哭泣变成大忌 痛の感觉要学会吞噬
最后变成了 复杂机械人

到头来 努力却换不来肯定
一切只是自己天真の以为
以为你会珍惜 以为你会了解
以为你会幸福 以为这是对你の好
是我太笨 没办法拿捏把事情做好
究竟 在你心中女友该是什么模样
究竟 我是个女佣 玩具 还是机械人
不奢求多完美 只想要の做个称职の女友

每阵风 每场雨
都加速爱情の凋零 散发出斑驳の气息
你不再给我答案 不再给我回复 不再给我承诺
我 深呼吸 用微笑带过...

*breathe hard*

ღDatin' 0808ღ

The further it goes, the harder to achieve. Due to heavyload work for BB, we haven't been talkin' nor goin' out for ages, he hardly even squeeze out anytime for a good rest. Nothin' much I could do except try hard to keep myself busy at home T_T. I thought he would even forgot my name cause he totally stressed out, luckily that didn't happened and what's more glad is that BB date me out on 08.08 which I seriously thinks it kinda special and bless day as many of those couples actually choose this day to get married and enter their next chapter of life with beloved one^^.

Vacation?!PArtin'?!...Nah...it was juz a simply nite-out with juz the two of us havin' he so called the ''candle dinner'' and movie, however simple make it the best and I do really look forward. Perhaps it sound a lil' not up-to-dated, somehow it was our very first time watchin' a 3D movie XD*LOL, book our ticket one day earlier to prevent any sold out incident to spoilt our nite, RM18 per person was indeed not a good price but as it was weekend therefore nothing to complain about the pricey. Hereafter the long-long-waited dinner *almost die of hunger we went for ''Airbender'' at Jusco, my rated was pretty splendid and impressed for the movie.

Happiness truly flied beyond our control, perhaps period of low tide is the only way to outlined the happiness.

*juz stay wif me*

忽冷忽热™

由期待演变成等待是什么样の感觉?!
没有一双温柔の双手能够握紧我
没有一个温暖の胸膛可以让我依靠
这种忽冷忽热の感觉是那么地伤
明明有个可以握紧双手の人
却不知何时才能握起他の手
明明有个可以躺在怀里依偎の人
却总是害怕他那冷漠の眼光
明明有个爱你の人在身边，
却又不知道他の心中在想些什么...

明知道我爱你 却不敢告诉你
明知道我想你 却不敢打扰你
我只好假装不在意 反而痛了自己
我知道我の爱并没有改 只是时间作怪
为何闭上眼感觉心相隔千里 失去了重心与默契
每天总坐着等你讲故事 可你只是敷衍了事
仿佛 昨天我还是你の天使 但今天吻我却变质
就连简短几个字 也懒得解释
我知道 我不是个孩子 可我对感情很偏执
只靠你の爱 我才可以过日子...

你说我の猜忌怀疑 令你心痛
我说你の冷漠无情 令我心寒
本来总是牵着の手 现在却各自寂寞
本来总是浪漫炙热 现在却被动冷漠
你の心理是否还剩下温柔
以前要の不是这种以后
快乐不该变の像彩虹 不要让大雨淋过才短暂拥有
感动被生活碾过 爱情也磨成了寂寞
心事不该仔细の锁着 相爱也不该变成例行公事...

你是否知道?!

我爱问你 我爱念你
只因为我在乎你
我会在乎 我会担心
只因为我爱你...

*生命意义?!*

☆Prince Hoho☆

Woke by door knockin' at 4 a.m, still wonderin' was I dreamin'?! Then I realised and open the door, saw Sis standing outside bleedin' yet it wasn't that she had murder anyone juz our Prince Hoho on his way out meetin' the world XD. After a quick change, Dasu send her rapidly to the hospital somehow he nervous till lost his way, I guess he was way more nervous than the pregnant mommy =''=.

Torturous sufferin' since 4a.m to 3p.m which is a totally 12 hours of hell time! Seriously I couldn't think of a word truely describe the pain, even though I wasn't the one who was labour yet as a 'Woman' we all know the process is undeniable extremely torturin'. Not to mention the givin' birth part, still need to lock ourself at home 'one whole months' without any hairwash, cold drinks, winds blow, face cleansin' or even brushin' etc. How horrible! As if you 'Guyz' dare to lech after some other woman, retribution will come with no time *wakaka.

Anyhow Dasu was brave enough to enter the labour room but somehow screamin' like hell with Sis like he was the one who was givin' birth *lolx .After all the screamin' and struggle finally get to welcome the healthy lil' one to the world ^^. Double lips eyes, with a very MAN looks....very adorable~ Adaptin' small lil' one with his cat's cryin' tone at home XD. Awwww....Cant wait for his full moon party...time to get him a fantabulous names =D~~~...

*name name name?!*

☆Good-bye 58~☆

A short post to commemorate our old 58~

All good things must come to an end, BB sold away his 58~ due to it's long-term sickness. Although it's not a perfect car yet it's the best we can get during that time. Local Proton Car nothing much to expect plus BB drove it like a F1 racer, never treated in condition as a result to decrease life of usage =''=. He had no choice but to sell it away in order to waste no more on it's heavy ''hospital fees''. Even though, we are cravin' new car in ages somehow now wasn't a very great time for new one. Gotta get a new car within 1 weeks isn't an easy job, I knew BB wasn't very glad as it isn't the car he is cravin' for, however he had to compromise after a long thought. Initially car was ready at 520, because it's not a good day therefore Sparklin' came out at 21.05. Sparklin' indeed looks good and quite comfort in a way yet in the meantime increasin' our burden too (>.<'').No matter what I do hopes BB can be happy and protect Sparklin' in the next few years. Good-bye 58~ Thanks for being with us for the past 5 years.


Perhaps, it's time not to sit back start thinkin' and workin' on my life, the life that no one can ever decide expect myself...~

*Bless BB stay healthy alwayz...*

☆President Daddy B'day☆

President Daddy B'day @ Modern BBQ
Yesterday Big news - Our lovely dearest president daddy birthday on hits. Why modern again & again? Due to president, since we're the VIP member there he said he had already sign a 5 yrs contract with them that's why we couldn't go to any other places*LOL. What a joke! The truth and only reason as that's the only place which are able to fit with his super-full-schedule. Mornin' Sayang & I contribute & did a lil' celebration at office by buyin' cake & one of his favourite ''dou hua'' toppin' with red beans & sweet potatoes. I guess he is very pleased with that =D. Night Party started at 9p.m by the arrival of our usual guests.

Quite frustrated with some of the errand that happened which goes against my plan. According to my plan, I was goin' to make him his favorite malay kuih at thurs nite so that he get a special breakie made by me during his birthday. But somehow time flies faster than I thought, thursday slip thru when I notice for the day it's already Friday =''= as a result to my failure of plan 1. Plan 2, the very special-finegold-cake invented by ME had been spoilt due to the accidentely mistaken date that noted down,damn angry while I found out, but I was too careless to not notice the date she had written though*Isshh. Without any other choice, the cake had been move forward to Daddy's Day, so do look forward to it XD.

Anyway, party ends in laughters. A Big Big wishes to My Dearest DADDY, stay happy n stay healthy without worries ever. Get semi-retired and jog with droolin' Bingo everday.Hopes you'll like the present from us...♥♥♥x.o.x.o♥♥♥~!!!

* To my left or right?! *

☆Labour Blastin'☆

Never felt you're too old for gamin'...~
One of the good exercise, you get to sweat in no time~*LOLX

Labor Blastin'~!
Initially we were plannin' to Genting pay visit to Uncle Lim, but as usual due to many reasons and uncertain confirmation, I already foreseen the plan won't work in the end. Then my prediction accurate than ever, and I thought I was goin' to waste my day layin' n rollin' on bed like a dumby >.<. Called BB at 8:00a.m, I wasn't dreamin' that it's workin' day cause my poor BB really had to work although it's a labor day =''=.

Then in order to not wasted the day, I suggested to watch movie. So after our dim sim session we went Jusco to try our luck on midnite ticket. Yet seem like half of the Johorean stuck themself in Jusco for sure there's no way we could squeeze in and grab a ticket. Therefore we headed to Danga City Mall as Sis considerin' for a new desktop in her office.Because I strongly thinks that ''Housewife'' deserve holiday as well, so I asked Mom not to cook at night. End up we gain Luxury dinner at Kinsahi @ Jusco, afterward went to bought Movie for the next day. While we queue up Dad went into game area. Dad 1st choice is his favor gun gamin', then suddenly he went for this...

Don't play play lo, my Dad used to rule in FY ''Xuan Yue Tuan'' XD~

After my genies explanation, We had this lil' PK. I had to say I was very exhausted after playin' 4 round basket ball shootin' with my BB, and never get to beat Dad cause he really play well than me. *Dad actually fall for this game..and thinkin' to buy back the machine...haha~

Next day, movie for IRON MAN 2 & IP MAN 2, high expectation from these 2 movie yet I seriously thinks that Iron Man 2 only worth watchin' at the end of 20mins, perhaps the seats were too front for a clear-full-screen-view I only get to see them flyin' all over and boomin' each other =''=. IP Man 2 so much better than that, I'm really proud of our ''Chinese Kungfu'' ^^. So glad that I didn't waste much of my long weekend, you never get enough holidayzzz...T^T~

*$$$ come come come*

☆Grandpa...Grandma☆

Did our once a year visit Grandpa n Grandma thingy on Sun. Wakes 5:30 early in the mornin' as we're suppose to be there before 6:30 that's set by our ''kiasu relatives'' n they won't wait for any latecomer. Way too early even the usual Rela haven't start workin', then we miss the junction instead of our place we went to another one *LOL*. End up Big Cousin's family were late, though others were complainin' yet still waitin', I bet the waitin' wont happen to us if we're the latecomer *zik*.

Did u see that?! That's how much money n thingy we got for them even need to borrow space with their 'neighbour' in order to fit in all the stuff. We also updated them once per year by the latest products that produced XD. This year, 4 members missin' in the line, people are gettin' lesser ==''. Merciless sudden rain got us all wet in no time, for my past 22 years of visitin' I guess this was the 1st time rainin' pretty weird =''=.

Mom even ask me to write letter for them, however I bet they don't want to listen to my unlimited wishlist *LOL*. Actually, I do miss both of them. The two who always dote us with love by all their heart. Grandpa, although we only spend few years time together yet I still remember you gave me a great childhood, the lil eatin' joggin' time with just you n me was memorable. Grandma, thanks for keepin me by your side, be my shield while I make mistake n gona punish by dad.I clearly remember that night while you're gona to talk to me I let go your hand n lay you down askin' you to sleep, then you stay in dreams n never wakes anymore. I truly regret for not sleepin' by your side while you askin' me to, I never knew there will be no more chance...


Lastly, Thanks for bein' my great Grandparents...♥~

*miss u both*