ღDatin' 0808ღ

The further it goes, the harder to achieve. Due to heavyload work for BB, we haven't been talkin' nor goin' out for ages, he hardly even squeeze out anytime for a good rest. Nothin' much I could do except try hard to keep myself busy at home T_T. I thought he would even forgot my name cause he totally stressed out, luckily that didn't happened and what's more glad is that BB date me out on 08.08 which I seriously thinks it kinda special and bless day as many of those couples actually choose this day to get married and enter their next chapter of life with beloved one^^.

Vacation?!PArtin'?!...Nah...it was juz a simply nite-out with juz the two of us havin' he so called the ''candle dinner'' and movie, however simple make it the best and I do really look forward. Perhaps it sound a lil' not up-to-dated, somehow it was our very first time watchin' a 3D movie XD*LOL, book our ticket one day earlier to prevent any sold out incident to spoilt our nite, RM18 per person was indeed not a good price but as it was weekend therefore nothing to complain about the pricey. Hereafter the long-long-waited dinner *almost die of hunger we went for ''Airbender'' at Jusco, my rated was pretty splendid and impressed for the movie.

Happiness truly flied beyond our control, perhaps period of low tide is the only way to outlined the happiness.

*juz stay wif me*

忽冷忽热™

由期待演变成等待是什么样の感觉?!
没有一双温柔の双手能够握紧我
没有一个温暖の胸膛可以让我依靠
这种忽冷忽热の感觉是那么地伤
明明有个可以握紧双手の人
却不知何时才能握起他の手
明明有个可以躺在怀里依偎の人
却总是害怕他那冷漠の眼光
明明有个爱你の人在身边，
却又不知道他の心中在想些什么...

明知道我爱你 却不敢告诉你
明知道我想你 却不敢打扰你
我只好假装不在意 反而痛了自己
我知道我の爱并没有改 只是时间作怪
为何闭上眼感觉心相隔千里 失去了重心与默契
每天总坐着等你讲故事 可你只是敷衍了事
仿佛 昨天我还是你の天使 但今天吻我却变质
就连简短几个字 也懒得解释
我知道 我不是个孩子 可我对感情很偏执
只靠你の爱 我才可以过日子...

你说我の猜忌怀疑 令你心痛
我说你の冷漠无情 令我心寒
本来总是牵着の手 现在却各自寂寞
本来总是浪漫炙热 现在却被动冷漠
你の心理是否还剩下温柔
以前要の不是这种以后
快乐不该变の像彩虹 不要让大雨淋过才短暂拥有
感动被生活碾过 爱情也磨成了寂寞
心事不该仔细の锁着 相爱也不该变成例行公事...

你是否知道?!

我爱问你 我爱念你
只因为我在乎你
我会在乎 我会担心
只因为我爱你...

*生命意义?!*

☆Prince Hoho☆

Woke by door knockin' at 4 a.m, still wonderin' was I dreamin'?! Then I realised and open the door, saw Sis standing outside bleedin' yet it wasn't that she had murder anyone juz our Prince Hoho on his way out meetin' the world XD. After a quick change, Dasu send her rapidly to the hospital somehow he nervous till lost his way, I guess he was way more nervous than the pregnant mommy =''=.

Torturous sufferin' since 4a.m to 3p.m which is a totally 12 hours of hell time! Seriously I couldn't think of a word truely describe the pain, even though I wasn't the one who was labour yet as a 'Woman' we all know the process is undeniable extremely torturin'. Not to mention the givin' birth part, still need to lock ourself at home 'one whole months' without any hairwash, cold drinks, winds blow, face cleansin' or even brushin' etc. How horrible! As if you 'Guyz' dare to lech after some other woman, retribution will come with no time *wakaka.

Anyhow Dasu was brave enough to enter the labour room but somehow screamin' like hell with Sis like he was the one who was givin' birth *lolx .After all the screamin' and struggle finally get to welcome the healthy lil' one to the world ^^. Double lips eyes, with a very MAN looks....very adorable~ Adaptin' small lil' one with his cat's cryin' tone at home XD. Awwww....Cant wait for his full moon party...time to get him a fantabulous names =D~~~...

*name name name?!*

☆Good-bye 58~☆

A short post to commemorate our old 58~

All good things must come to an end, BB sold away his 58~ due to it's long-term sickness. Although it's not a perfect car yet it's the best we can get during that time. Local Proton Car nothing much to expect plus BB drove it like a F1 racer, never treated in condition as a result to decrease life of usage =''=. He had no choice but to sell it away in order to waste no more on it's heavy ''hospital fees''. Even though, we are cravin' new car in ages somehow now wasn't a very great time for new one. Gotta get a new car within 1 weeks isn't an easy job, I knew BB wasn't very glad as it isn't the car he is cravin' for, however he had to compromise after a long thought. Initially car was ready at 520, because it's not a good day therefore Sparklin' came out at 21.05. Sparklin' indeed looks good and quite comfort in a way yet in the meantime increasin' our burden too (>.<'').No matter what I do hopes BB can be happy and protect Sparklin' in the next few years. Good-bye 58~ Thanks for being with us for the past 5 years.


Perhaps, it's time not to sit back start thinkin' and workin' on my life, the life that no one can ever decide expect myself...~

*Bless BB stay healthy alwayz...*

☆President Daddy B'day☆

President Daddy B'day @ Modern BBQ
Yesterday Big news - Our lovely dearest president daddy birthday on hits. Why modern again & again? Due to president, since we're the VIP member there he said he had already sign a 5 yrs contract with them that's why we couldn't go to any other places*LOL. What a joke! The truth and only reason as that's the only place which are able to fit with his super-full-schedule. Mornin' Sayang & I contribute & did a lil' celebration at office by buyin' cake & one of his favourite ''dou hua'' toppin' with red beans & sweet potatoes. I guess he is very pleased with that =D. Night Party started at 9p.m by the arrival of our usual guests.

Quite frustrated with some of the errand that happened which goes against my plan. According to my plan, I was goin' to make him his favorite malay kuih at thurs nite so that he get a special breakie made by me during his birthday. But somehow time flies faster than I thought, thursday slip thru when I notice for the day it's already Friday =''= as a result to my failure of plan 1. Plan 2, the very special-finegold-cake invented by ME had been spoilt due to the accidentely mistaken date that noted down,damn angry while I found out, but I was too careless to not notice the date she had written though*Isshh. Without any other choice, the cake had been move forward to Daddy's Day, so do look forward to it XD.

Anyway, party ends in laughters. A Big Big wishes to My Dearest DADDY, stay happy n stay healthy without worries ever. Get semi-retired and jog with droolin' Bingo everday.Hopes you'll like the present from us...♥♥♥x.o.x.o♥♥♥~!!!

* To my left or right?! *

☆Labour Blastin'☆

Never felt you're too old for gamin'...~
One of the good exercise, you get to sweat in no time~*LOLX

Labor Blastin'~!
Initially we were plannin' to Genting pay visit to Uncle Lim, but as usual due to many reasons and uncertain confirmation, I already foreseen the plan won't work in the end. Then my prediction accurate than ever, and I thought I was goin' to waste my day layin' n rollin' on bed like a dumby >.<. Called BB at 8:00a.m, I wasn't dreamin' that it's workin' day cause my poor BB really had to work although it's a labor day =''=.

Then in order to not wasted the day, I suggested to watch movie. So after our dim sim session we went Jusco to try our luck on midnite ticket. Yet seem like half of the Johorean stuck themself in Jusco for sure there's no way we could squeeze in and grab a ticket. Therefore we headed to Danga City Mall as Sis considerin' for a new desktop in her office.Because I strongly thinks that ''Housewife'' deserve holiday as well, so I asked Mom not to cook at night. End up we gain Luxury dinner at Kinsahi @ Jusco, afterward went to bought Movie for the next day. While we queue up Dad went into game area. Dad 1st choice is his favor gun gamin', then suddenly he went for this...

Don't play play lo, my Dad used to rule in FY ''Xuan Yue Tuan'' XD~

After my genies explanation, We had this lil' PK. I had to say I was very exhausted after playin' 4 round basket ball shootin' with my BB, and never get to beat Dad cause he really play well than me. *Dad actually fall for this game..and thinkin' to buy back the machine...haha~

Next day, movie for IRON MAN 2 & IP MAN 2, high expectation from these 2 movie yet I seriously thinks that Iron Man 2 only worth watchin' at the end of 20mins, perhaps the seats were too front for a clear-full-screen-view I only get to see them flyin' all over and boomin' each other =''=. IP Man 2 so much better than that, I'm really proud of our ''Chinese Kungfu'' ^^. So glad that I didn't waste much of my long weekend, you never get enough holidayzzz...T^T~

*$$$ come come come*

☆Grandpa...Grandma☆

Did our once a year visit Grandpa n Grandma thingy on Sun. Wakes 5:30 early in the mornin' as we're suppose to be there before 6:30 that's set by our ''kiasu relatives'' n they won't wait for any latecomer. Way too early even the usual Rela haven't start workin', then we miss the junction instead of our place we went to another one *LOL*. End up Big Cousin's family were late, though others were complainin' yet still waitin', I bet the waitin' wont happen to us if we're the latecomer *zik*.

Did u see that?! That's how much money n thingy we got for them even need to borrow space with their 'neighbour' in order to fit in all the stuff. We also updated them once per year by the latest products that produced XD. This year, 4 members missin' in the line, people are gettin' lesser ==''. Merciless sudden rain got us all wet in no time, for my past 22 years of visitin' I guess this was the 1st time rainin' pretty weird =''=.

Mom even ask me to write letter for them, however I bet they don't want to listen to my unlimited wishlist *LOL*. Actually, I do miss both of them. The two who always dote us with love by all their heart. Grandpa, although we only spend few years time together yet I still remember you gave me a great childhood, the lil eatin' joggin' time with just you n me was memorable. Grandma, thanks for keepin me by your side, be my shield while I make mistake n gona punish by dad.I clearly remember that night while you're gona to talk to me I let go your hand n lay you down askin' you to sleep, then you stay in dreams n never wakes anymore. I truly regret for not sleepin' by your side while you askin' me to, I never knew there will be no more chance...


Lastly, Thanks for bein' my great Grandparents...♥~

*miss u both*

3.2.8™

3.2.8
这不平凡の日子
却过得再平凡不过
8年前在一起の这一天

对你来说 意义何在?!
最终我明白...
变了 不是你我の错
我们得承认这是无法避免の
在感情の道路上の不是你就是我
何必奢望不变の我们...

一段成熟の恋情必须经历四个阶段
共存 反依赖 独立 共生
而我们又到了第几段?
不清楚 只知道
8年来 有波折
8年来 有感动
8年来 有泪水
8年来 有幸福
第一次拥吻以前 我们找不到语言
但听见彼此灵魂多渴望永远
贴心后嘴角の甜 摩擦后眼角の咸
一起 懂爱和真爱の差别
感谢你陪伴 走过了每一步
我们都还在学习如何爱
努力の盼望渡过第四个阶段...♥

*释怀吧...*

☆LOVE ain't a game...☆

I knew I've been lack of bloggin', seriously I don't know what to blog about. My life seem dull yet contain some dramatic stories. Whenever I felt like to write something then my mind blank out for no reason. Maybe I want to 'pretend' that I was busy n no time for blog which is so crap *LOLX* Juz my personal opinion for what's happenin' on show recently XD.

What is a relationship?! It’s a wonderful trait, a process of 2 lovers *not 3,4or5* learning to have each other in life. Overcome obstacles together, work things out together. Maintain the relationship and put efforts for the love they have for each other. Arguing is normal in a relationship, it’s good sometimes. Couples who don’t argue only have problem because they don’t care for each other. Most essential is be TRUTHFUL n no CHEATIN' LOVE.

I understand that everyone do make mistakes n what's more important is to realize your mistake n learn from it,felt regretted n compensate. Once you lie, you gotta produce more lies to cover up the crime n the procedure repeats. Then lead you become a big UGLY LIAR. Eventuality you might felt great n thought you cover your crimes well enough, but some truth will be revealed in no time. The worst part is when you hurt n break other people's heart in the end you gonna pay a heavy price for your debt. God won't spare for those who doesn't admitted their mistake.

To the LOVE CHEATER, don't ever feel proud that you're expert at 'spreadin'' your love equally. Life goes in a routine, you'll never know when it's the time your daughter got cheat by another LOVE CHEATER,end up you'll suffer for your own sin. Love ain't a game...be aware n stay alert!

P.S: 3.2.8 around the corner. Didn't panic for what to buy where to eat, cause we already bought each other things that we needy. Juz wait for it to come...^^

*♥ moment, say gdnite with kiss on forehead*

☆Belated-CNY☆

Belated CNY post.Eventhough it's a belated post but can't miss out the greetin' part...

~♥ ♥ ♥Happy Chinese New Year
n
Happy Valentine's Day ♥ ♥ ♥~

One Fully-Week-Lunar-Holiday, kinda hard to grab back my on-goin' holiday-mood. This year with the 2 very important member missin' around. I'm doin' most of the job just to make sure our home are ready as early as possible. At last I made it, our ''house ealiest record'' that we finish everythin' before the reunion dinner rather than cleanin' job after the dinner till 11p.m XD.*Must give myself a big clap*. Still manage to spend lil' time with BB, our very 1st experience of Sky Latern, although plan was totally ruin by the stupid winds =''= he said he was happy over it which I hope too. We spend our 8th Valentine in less than one hour yet no matter what as long as it' fills with happiness n laughters^^~x.o.x.o my love~

What is actually great about Chinese New Year?! Is very glad that it gathered us all around in a group and updating each other's news n ofcourse collectin' angpao part was attractive too XD. Basically what we do daily was gamblin', restin', chillin', u spend the time like nobody's business! Lolx! One movie per year seem like a must-do-activity, so we went to catch the midnite show of ''The Lil' big soldiers'' by Jackie Chan n LeeHom Wang *I didn't know he cant act quite well ==''*Although not a happy endin' show which we prefer due to the history they had to follow afterall wasn't bad though.

15 days of CNY flies without a traces. Time to face n challenge the new beggining of the year. Gambate to all...!~

*should..or..shouldn't?!*