☆Belated-CNY☆

Belated CNY post.Eventhough it's a belated post but can't miss out the greetin' part...

~♥ ♥ ♥Happy Chinese New Year
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Happy Valentine's Day ♥ ♥ ♥~

One Fully-Week-Lunar-Holiday, kinda hard to grab back my on-goin' holiday-mood. This year with the 2 very important member missin' around. I'm doin' most of the job just to make sure our home are ready as early as possible. At last I made it, our ''house ealiest record'' that we finish everythin' before the reunion dinner rather than cleanin' job after the dinner till 11p.m XD.*Must give myself a big clap*. Still manage to spend lil' time with BB, our very 1st experience of Sky Latern, although plan was totally ruin by the stupid winds =''= he said he was happy over it which I hope too. We spend our 8th Valentine in less than one hour yet no matter what as long as it' fills with happiness n laughters^^~x.o.x.o my love~

What is actually great about Chinese New Year?! Is very glad that it gathered us all around in a group and updating each other's news n ofcourse collectin' angpao part was attractive too XD. Basically what we do daily was gamblin', restin', chillin', u spend the time like nobody's business! Lolx! One movie per year seem like a must-do-activity, so we went to catch the midnite show of ''The Lil' big soldiers'' by Jackie Chan n LeeHom Wang *I didn't know he cant act quite well ==''*Although not a happy endin' show which we prefer due to the history they had to follow afterall wasn't bad though.

15 days of CNY flies without a traces. Time to face n challenge the new beggining of the year. Gambate to all...!~

*should..or..shouldn't?!*

习惯两个人™

　*瞬间の沉默是初绽の花朵
在盛开の洗礼中蘸取颓败の诱惑
黑色の血液吞噬罂栗の毒素
是等待岁月の凌迟 还是接受凌晨の没落?*

话总说不清楚 该怎么明了
像重感冒 爱情出现了忽冷忽热の征兆
晚上一样 花好几天の冷战把情绪转换

习惯两个人不见不散
习惯一整夜都寻找对方
习惯让我们懒散 不再坚强 对寂寞丧失抵抗
习惯两个人睡单人床 才能沉睡到天亮
面对我你没有言语 是不想习惯の沉默
总在心里盘旋の问题答案 是不敢说出の习惯
夜再黑我拼命の挣着眼 是慢慢习惯の失眠...

当习惯演变成自然 自然到就像吃饭
我在习惯中学会了不该の依赖
一直在心里想着这一句话

爱一个人可以爱多久？
还是终究会变成习惯？
是一生？还是一瞬间？
我不知道 因为我还在爱
或许 爱了就不要管多久...
或许 爱只是平淡生活中の一种习惯......

*习惯就好?!*

☆FOody doOdy☆

Wind back to the day which my dearest apple sis birthday. As usual waited everyone to get back from work, then we headed to a new Korean restaurant which I didn't notice the name n somewhere in permas. Cause I was cravin' for Korean Food which we didn't had for so long therefore dad brought us to have a try in this new restaurant. But somehow Korean food is juz not the right choice for old people=.=''don't ask me why, they're juz very ''Chinese'' style XD. Wish u happy birthday sis. U know we can't wait for your lil' precious to be out, so stay healthy~!

Due to my stupid decision n misunderstandin' from the hair stylist, I got myself a trouble issue. Last Saturday went for hair changin', one of the most troublin' stuff to decide once a year. So I left my trouble to the hair stylist n try to convince myself to trust the outcome of it. I muz admit that his cuttin' skill was fabulous for no doubt, somehow I thought I should have try something new to a new year so I took their advice for weirdo perm. Looks good cause I never had my hair so bouncing n puffy before*it only last one day for my life T^T, yet way to fast to be glad about that. They all went back to unbearable fuzzy even I tried blow dry them in 2hrs *causin' myself insomia T-T. Yesterday I went back n wash straight my hair, don't tell me how stupid I'm for throwin' my money deep into the sea \(T皿T)/. Anyway, BB got a new hair cut as well, he told me if this time still a bad outcome he would send himself to any indian barber which is definetely a NO from me. Fortunately, not a waste trip n thumbs up (^V^)Y the stylist got him a brand new hair for CNY...Happy^v^~Countin' down for CNY, less time n more spendin'...

*CNY's comin' to town...*

☆FAFA Birth-day☆

We celebrated Mom's Birthday, Bro's Birthday n Lil' Bro Farewell @ Paragon, Kishin-Tei.

Jan is a birthday months for our family, which mean = big holes for pockets T-T. Dinner start late as usual, becomin' kinda of our house habitual, bad routine u can said. Waited so long for every single one to get ready then headed down town, reached at 9p.m. Dad suggest a new-fresh-jap-restaurant which juz open not long ago. Certainly the environment wasn't that bad but the food was juz average *I so damn gain 1kg FAT=.=''. Then funny things happened, cake without ''candles'' *lolz so I phoned Ah Man S.O.S for candles, luckily her house was so closed n reaches within 3 mins. We got Mom a KTV set since she so keen on singin'. Hope she enjoy it wif joys ^V^. HapppY B'daY our dearest MOM! Be Healthier n Prettier no matter how old u're. Oppss did I juz say 'old' XD.

Back home, waited 12pm for another Birthday song. Although we were sat in the same room n table, yet no communication n interaction at all. How should I felt?! Hardly remembered the last time we spoke. I might seem calculative in a way, yet I'll stick to my fundamental. We make our own future, and then call them fate. No one could hide their head inside their own-dig-hole rest of the life, one day u'll realise n reality comes crashin' into u. Enough for that, wish u 'Happy B'day' anyway.

Farewell to lil' Bro, he's goin' back to Mel tonite due to the stupid RMIT uni rules. Been force to attend their summer course otherwise he won't be able to take some of the subjects for his new term. Such a bullshit rules, I would have gone mad if I were him, poor him~ Which also means lonely CNY for him *I can help him collect red packets...hiahia. CNY means a lot to us, therefore would be pathetic to celebrate all by urself. No matter what, Bon Voyage Bro. Must take very good care for urself n danialle.

*troublin'*

☆Short-Break☆

Juz had my short-break chillin' in Gentin' n KL. They've been talkin' for 2 weeks yet keep postponed till the last minutes only decided to go. Has been quite a while since my last visit, things never get to change in Gentin'. We gotta stay in '1st World Hotel' cause there aren't any other choice for us, I wonder how could they even put themself as a 3-star hotel, they don't even deserve it.

This time a lil different for me cause I'm finally officially 21 *old liaoT-T which mean 'CASINO' is available. Therefore, we went in one of them then so glad that guard stop me for IC viewin'. Y glad?lolx...As I used to mock by them that I look older than my age, so no one would have stop me even I wasn't 21 now It prove them wrong XD. So many different kinds of them eventhough BB tried to explain yet I couldn't absorb that much of them. Spent most of my time hangin' around inside n tried small bet for 2 of the games. Should be lucky to say we didn't win nor lose*ofcuz it'll be better if we could win some..haha. We headed back to hotel by 3++a.m but still pack of people inside. Anyway, never get urself addict to it, once u're addicted, u're ruin.

Next day noon BB fetch us to Sungai Wang, CNY atmosphere all around.Shopping really is an addiction, especially when they're all so cheap. Not much time left so we did a fast shoppin' n headed back to JB at 7. Due to the very insane drivin', several time we almost got into accident.Thank god we're back in one piece at 9p.m. Holiday always ended way too fast T-T.

Thanks to BB, though we had this minor argue overtimes, uncontrollable emo. But we tired our best to get back to normal. Thanks for tolerating me throughout the journey. I wish to remain the spark to shine...I do miss those dayz...

*energy re-charge*

☆Rainy Season☆

Yesterday after work rain n thunder heavily, took us so long to get ourselves into the car. Then we saw ''Fatimah''dog which juz born 9 puppies days ago, she was movin' her babies prevent them to die from the flood. Pity them, I wonder She could get them all to the high place in time, therefore I went back home n quickly get towel then ask my mom fetch me back to the place in order to help her. Luckily, they're lucky to have their brave mom takin' care of them. I guess it's every mom instinct to save their baby bein' harm by others.^^Although didn't help up with anythin, yet I felt happy watchin' them all safe in place.

Before CNY alwayz kinda rainin' season for us. Basically It's rainin' cats n dogs almost everyday. Looks like they're washin' away all those awful things n give us a totally New Year to live on. Still remembered I used to like gettin' so wet under the rain like nobody's business. Whenever any complicated mind come across then goes under it helps to cool me down. And u actually can't felt the cold of the rain, indeed they're warm. Done many stupidity stuff beneath the rain...
Used to bathe Bingo straight away puttin' the shampoo
*he enjoy it too,lolx XD
Used to struggle n tears rollin' like the rain drop
Used to ride bicycle wif rain hittin' so hard on my face
And those became part of my histories...^^~

Since when I start avoidin', then I realized I fall for the rainbow after the rain that lead us to a new 'Hopes'...~~~

*Brain Stuck*

╰☆Goodbye, Øĥ-Ňïñε!☆╮

Oh-Nine had come to an end~

It's like another 10 hours to go should we be glad or sad for time passed that fast?! Yea, like the others said Time Flied n I still remembered wad I had for my Ex-1-1-Eve. I was sick T-T He kissed me on my forehead 'be good n rest well' he said. Then I was lying on my bed whole night while he was out chillin' wif his buddies. Poor me...

Flashed back, nothing grand were accomplished thru the yr. People come n goes by the stage of life, only memories remains. Somehow I do have new tho n feelin' by times never did I knew it's good or bad.

Oh-nine-life...

''U'' always be the one who stray me from being hurt meanwhile pushin' me to grow, sometimes we were mad for nothing, wonder how could I catch ur thinkin' n steps.Too much sweet & bitterly things happened between us which I hardly stated them out one by one,U knw I knw. *Countless luv.

Had a fight started wif small matter end up became countless speechless day,the one who used to dote me & listen to wad I said. I admit that we're stubborn cause we're havin' the same blood. Please clear ur mind as it's stuck wif bad influence, all I can say is u're old enough to think n be responsible. *God bless u.

Sistaz, havin' fun wif u all. I teen to get unexpected emotions by things, felt being left-out or whatsoever. Then u guyz would grab me back to life once again.Tho I don't party much, Yet u guyz understand my situation. *Frends 4ever.

New life is comin' quietly, I foreseen the lively scene around our house. Havin' one to toy n dote lolx *evil laugh*~ Finally dad n mom got to this grand stage, bet they're very happy n anxious. *Stay healthy Family.

Gotta myself ready, be Less aggressive, stubbornness, temper. More consider, understandin', responsible.

What's happen on Oh-Nine stay in Oh-Nine!Good-de-Bye Oh-Nine...I pray for a good change in One Zero...~*^^

*Bless by heart*

ღLifeless X'masღ

X'mas wasn't a special occasion for our family
Altho Lil bro & me tried to arrange sth for x'mas
Yet thy aren't very keen for It so we gave up our plan T-T
Dady is a very typical Chinese
He alway said we aren't christian so y bother celebratin'
& BB doesn't lke to 'squeeze & participate' into the crowd
Therefore x'mas was alwyz lifelesssss 4 me
Home din wif Turkey Ham plus bread wif family
The only thing which contain a bit of x'mas feel =.=''
Aftertht I was wif BB watchin' my favourite ''Sweetheart''
*da lang da lang..♡~~~
While everyone else were busy partyin' everywhr
*lucky I stil hav BB wif me T-T
Overheard those fireworks sparkling non-stop at 12a.m
Then I slp thru my x'mas eve *lolx
Did nth much for actual x'mas day too
Tht's how x'mas end for me how tragic haha...~~
Sista' all went to Langkawi trip B'sayang..Ah man..Nene...etc~
Sadly cant manage to join u all
Anywayz...Enjoy & safe trip guyz^^~~~

*Holiday-mooood*

ღHappy Outshootin'ღ

Happy Outshootin' by my B'sayang~
This shootin' is excatly wad I expect for very long
Very worth to woke up early in da mornin' at Sun
I was damn nervous b4 It & lack of confident for myself
*as I ain't angelababy nor Lena FujiT-T
Luckily Sayang surprise me
But I felt tht I could hav done a better job
I adore all the photo works by her^^
Thank Q v much Sayang...
U filful my wish~
x.o.x.o~~~

*I had a dreamz...tht would nv filful in ths life*

ღEntertainin' Sunღ

Cousin Victoria's Big day at Sun
Her weddin' was seperate into 2 dayz
Weddin' lunch will be held at next Sun
Due to the lack of place for weddin' lunch
She cried on da day I guess ths was wad she dream bot for long
Their long-term relationship for bot 9-10yrs
Had finally come to an end
Rely glad for her to start a new chapter wif her love one
Life would be differently & I bet thy can cope up well wif tht
Evythin' seem movin' so smoothly between them
Thy maintain well & contribute for one & other
So thy desearve ths happy endin' life^^
I stil clearly rmb hw we grwn up 2gether
Used to hang around so much slp over at her place
Used to very coincidence buyin' the same shirt for CNY
Used to chit-chattin' non-stop bot relationship
She occupied lotx of my childhood memories
From now on she belong to him no matter wad
I gve her my BEST BEST blessin' ...
Wish her Happiness Alwyz~^V^~

After cousin weddin' till noon
BB brought me to suteramall 2 get new slipper
Thy alwyz nag me for buyin' new shoes
As I seem lke changin' them evy 1 or 2 months
Smehow It's not my fault tho
Those shoes were juz too fragileeee to me XD
Went in & do a fast shop for shoes
Den find Ah Mu & his wife din around there
Thy brought us to 大嘴巴 sing k
Da place was quite good with reasonable price
Rm23 for weekend per person & 2 drinks provided
Didn't get to sing so much in one day for so long
It was quite fun on the other hand stress releasin'
So happyy for ths entertain' weekend^^...

*heart?!*