╰☆Goodbye, Øĥ-Ňïñε!☆╮

Oh-Nine had come to an end~

It's like another 10 hours to go should we be glad or sad for time passed that fast?! Yea, like the others said Time Flied n I still remembered wad I had for my Ex-1-1-Eve. I was sick T-T He kissed me on my forehead 'be good n rest well' he said. Then I was lying on my bed whole night while he was out chillin' wif his buddies. Poor me...

Flashed back, nothing grand were accomplished thru the yr. People come n goes by the stage of life, only memories remains. Somehow I do have new tho n feelin' by times never did I knew it's good or bad.

Oh-nine-life...

''U'' always be the one who stray me from being hurt meanwhile pushin' me to grow, sometimes we were mad for nothing, wonder how could I catch ur thinkin' n steps.Too much sweet & bitterly things happened between us which I hardly stated them out one by one,U knw I knw. *Countless luv.

Had a fight started wif small matter end up became countless speechless day,the one who used to dote me & listen to wad I said. I admit that we're stubborn cause we're havin' the same blood. Please clear ur mind as it's stuck wif bad influence, all I can say is u're old enough to think n be responsible. *God bless u.

Sistaz, havin' fun wif u all. I teen to get unexpected emotions by things, felt being left-out or whatsoever. Then u guyz would grab me back to life once again.Tho I don't party much, Yet u guyz understand my situation. *Frends 4ever.

New life is comin' quietly, I foreseen the lively scene around our house. Havin' one to toy n dote lolx *evil laugh*~ Finally dad n mom got to this grand stage, bet they're very happy n anxious. *Stay healthy Family.

Gotta myself ready, be Less aggressive, stubbornness, temper. More consider, understandin', responsible.

What's happen on Oh-Nine stay in Oh-Nine!Good-de-Bye Oh-Nine...I pray for a good change in One Zero...~*^^

*Bless by heart*

ღLifeless X'masღ

X'mas wasn't a special occasion for our family
Altho Lil bro & me tried to arrange sth for x'mas
Yet thy aren't very keen for It so we gave up our plan T-T
Dady is a very typical Chinese
He alway said we aren't christian so y bother celebratin'
& BB doesn't lke to 'squeeze & participate' into the crowd
Therefore x'mas was alwyz lifelesssss 4 me
Home din wif Turkey Ham plus bread wif family
The only thing which contain a bit of x'mas feel =.=''
Aftertht I was wif BB watchin' my favourite ''Sweetheart''
*da lang da lang..♡~~~
While everyone else were busy partyin' everywhr
*lucky I stil hav BB wif me T-T
Overheard those fireworks sparkling non-stop at 12a.m
Then I slp thru my x'mas eve *lolx
Did nth much for actual x'mas day too
Tht's how x'mas end for me how tragic haha...~~
Sista' all went to Langkawi trip B'sayang..Ah man..Nene...etc~
Sadly cant manage to join u all
Anywayz...Enjoy & safe trip guyz^^~~~

*Holiday-mooood*

ღHappy Outshootin'ღ

Happy Outshootin' by my B'sayang~
This shootin' is excatly wad I expect for very long
Very worth to woke up early in da mornin' at Sun
I was damn nervous b4 It & lack of confident for myself
*as I ain't angelababy nor Lena FujiT-T
Luckily Sayang surprise me
But I felt tht I could hav done a better job
I adore all the photo works by her^^
Thank Q v much Sayang...
U filful my wish~
x.o.x.o~~~

*I had a dreamz...tht would nv filful in ths life*

ღEntertainin' Sunღ

Cousin Victoria's Big day at Sun
Her weddin' was seperate into 2 dayz
Weddin' lunch will be held at next Sun
Due to the lack of place for weddin' lunch
She cried on da day I guess ths was wad she dream bot for long
Their long-term relationship for bot 9-10yrs
Had finally come to an end
Rely glad for her to start a new chapter wif her love one
Life would be differently & I bet thy can cope up well wif tht
Evythin' seem movin' so smoothly between them
Thy maintain well & contribute for one & other
So thy desearve ths happy endin' life^^
I stil clearly rmb hw we grwn up 2gether
Used to hang around so much slp over at her place
Used to very coincidence buyin' the same shirt for CNY
Used to chit-chattin' non-stop bot relationship
She occupied lotx of my childhood memories
From now on she belong to him no matter wad
I gve her my BEST BEST blessin' ...
Wish her Happiness Alwyz~^V^~

After cousin weddin' till noon
BB brought me to suteramall 2 get new slipper
Thy alwyz nag me for buyin' new shoes
As I seem lke changin' them evy 1 or 2 months
Smehow It's not my fault tho
Those shoes were juz too fragileeee to me XD
Went in & do a fast shop for shoes
Den find Ah Mu & his wife din around there
Thy brought us to 大嘴巴 sing k
Da place was quite good with reasonable price
Rm23 for weekend per person & 2 drinks provided
Didn't get to sing so much in one day for so long
It was quite fun on the other hand stress releasin'
So happyy for ths entertain' weekend^^...

*heart?!*

ღBB 23th Bdayღ

今年计划了个比较特别の方式帮你庆祝
从你告诉我说想跟朋友庆祝の那刻
心理就开始盘算很多 可没什么把握能让你多开心
只希望一切不会白费 果然大风大雨 一切都很不顺利
既然礼物没有惊喜 所以就想办surprise parTy给你
花了这么多心思 结果最后计划有点小失败
还蛮失望伤心の 不过不是我的失误
最后看到你开心 真の都很值得
是真的开心吧?!

28.11.2009
没有办法在生日当天办
所以提早在星期六
地点选在 =>Lagourmet
包下了2楼 还不错の地方
蛮多娱乐の 所以不至于太冷场
玩到一点多才散场 最后‘男人’都玩疯了
几乎把他们の东西都拆掉了
不知道下次去会不会被列入黑名单中 哈哈~
2.12.2009&3.12.2009
跟家人吃大餐庆祝
希望可以让你很充实の过生日
我知道 你很不喜欢庆祝自己の生日
可我希望我尽力每年给你最好の
祢补你想让你觉得生日也可以很快乐
我不知道 给你の够不够
会有茫然 复杂 搞不清楚
可我想再努力一些
这就是爱，对吧?!...

♥♥♥~*23th..生日快乐*~♥♥♥
♥身体一定要非常超级健康♥
♥快乐一定要每天都会增加♥
♥幸福一定要时常都感受到♥
♥愿望一定要全部都能实现♥
♥♥♥ ...最爱你の我...♥♥♥

*HappY BdaY 2 mY deaR BB*

是我不够好™

心揪着 莫名の心痛
让我知道还很爱你
笑声里の悲伤又有谁懂
我知道 你心也在痛
悲伤总会让人一夜里成长
不想幸福被掩盖 努力の回忆着
一幕幕 一点点 难忘の一切
该怎么面对一直都不敢触碰の角落
当初の完美 现在の感伤
落入眼里想哭却没有眼泪
何时变得连哭都不懂の
爱是为了拥抱 为了牵手
不是为了争吵 为了调头
我不知该怎么寄出 你收不到の爱
心情变得好复杂 想你 念你
我努力不放 你冷淡
总说不出の答案 我这才明白
不是谁の错...
只是我们彼此捆绑...

*可能...我不会爱*

Overprotected™

I need time, fren, joy
I need space, love
I need him...

Say hello to the girl that I am
You're gonna have to see through my perspective
I need to make mistakes just to learn who I am
And I don't wanna be so damn protected...

There must be another way
'Cause I believe in taking chances, but who am I to say
What a girl is to do, God I need some answers...

What am I to do with my life?
How am I supposed to know what's right?
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected...

I tell them what I like, what I want and what I don't
But everytime I do, I stand corrected
Things that I've been told, I can't believe what I hear about the world
I realize I'm overprotected...

*angel without wings...*

ღHoliday - Relax & Badღ

Fri- Days before holidayz went Qk's weddin' at Molek Beijing Res
Keep urged by mom for dinner
8 o'clock we arrived there & chit-chattin' wif Aunty
She dun seem happy for her son's weddin'
As too many things occur
We felt so unfair for her being bad-treated & bully by them
*stupid son & idiot his idiot wife's family
Dun reli knw hw long can ths married last for him =.=
Din menu was quite special & sth new for a weddin' din
1st pic was the appertizer
Thy do it very untraditional kind of lke western mix chinese style
Last pic was the yummy dessert ''余泥'' in orange wif pearls
Overall the food was very delicious bt the din wasn't lke a weddin' din=.=''

I didn't knw wad to say
It's alwyz unfair for us
Eventho I wasn't sure whether Its rite or wrong
Reli dun felt lke tokin' or commentin' so much
Altho thy sayin' me bad & no manner
He shuld be responsible for his own choice nt us
Therefore, I wont be bother anythin'...

Yesterday wake up early in the mornin'
Went prayin' in the Temple
Once a yr for the ''九王爷诞''
People mountain people
Bad thing happened after we finish our prayin'T^T
I accidentely drop my precious pendant & necklace
Very damn unlucky I onli get to notice while I bk hm
Heart-shape pendant was my very 1st pendant frm BB
He bought it for me during the time I bk frm aus T^T
Altho BB didnt blame me for my clumsyness
Yet I felt so regret for nt keepin' it safety at home b4 I went out
It's gone n nv can be found...
So so sorry BB...

*Moody*

何谓长大?!™

何谓长大?!
在父母心里孩子永远是孩子没错
就算现在我还不能体会那心情
可为何不能给于信任 该有の少许自由
不懂事の定义在哪里？
没有不孝顺 没有不陪家人
不是不知道自己在做什么
不是不会好好照顾自己
但却被冠上罪名
别再骂我 你爱の方式 往往让我想闪躲
不是谁の错 只不过我有我の世界
你不会失去我 就算我有秘密不说
哪怕双方可能都会受伤
也不想要一辈子の束缚 不想不替自己争取
为何对别人来说 再简单不过の事情
却总觉得遥不可及...

*I don't gve a damn*

ღ21st B'dayღ

~21st岁生日趴~
星期五- 在Grand Paragon跟Sayang&Babes他们庆祝
从来没有这样跟朋友外面Stay Over
大家都还蛮兴奋の
才要Check-In结果柜台就说酒店没电=.=''
放了行李就到Pelangi附近吃晚餐先
等Ah Man来跟我们集合再回酒店
进去二话不说马上 开歌 跳舞 拍照
过后就K牌很紧张下
最小の人要喝乱七八糟の参酒
好才我没有输很多次XD
玩到3点多Sayang跟M'yang都有点醉了
才去睡觉 坏M'yang把Sayang强去了
我跟Ah Milk渡过一晚 XD
应该是Sayang喝醉了所以隔天M'yang被打到床有血XD~
隔天超累の。。跟Ah Man一起吃Paragon早餐还不错吃^^

星期日- 原本没有预计の趴
隔了9年后の派对 *应该是最后一个了
睡到超晚才起床 起床已经是下午了
很赶时间 结果自己都迟到=.=''
真の谢谢抽空来出席の亲戚朋友
不好意思很招待不周真の 希望没有把他们闷坏
还有Sayang跟Ah Milk一直帮我这个那个
他们还做了个''V''大蛋糕送我^^
幸好他们有在 没有出席の幕后主席Ah Man
我知道是我害你难过 很抱歉
当晚 还有最对不起我BB *会补偿你好吗?
21st岁大人礼就这样渡过
非常谢谢
BB,家人,Sayang,Ah Man,Ah Milk
送礼物の 包红包の
没办法用言语表达我心情
谢谢大家の疼爱
我很感动...


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BB...Thanks for givin' me so much..
wordless touchin'
My wishes for u
Bless us...


*遗憾*

BB 对不起没有好好跟你过,我知道我没有好好顾虑你的感受
我后悔到现在 真的, 谢谢你告诉我你的感受
你原本却改变了的计划,听了我很感动
如果我知道你原本的计划
我宁愿不要学好 我不想你离开我
后来你说想跟我一起慢慢变老
我心突然抽了一下 泪划了下来
我知道我是感动的
可却自责为什么不能做个让你骄傲的女友
我会好好改进 让你幸福快乐 让你知道你对我真的很重要
日后一起努力拉近距离 不要再让感觉消失了...

我很傻™

我很傻 我不会爱
我很傻 总做不对
心里反复念着 杂乱不堪
我一如过往 对爱太紧张
讨厌自己 改变得多余
我徘徊在外 进入不了你の世界
对你の爱 就算像一片海 自己都迷失方向
拥抱总是太慢 甜蜜常常少说一段
误会到争吵 难过到心痛

明明不想再哭 而眼泪却止不住
没有你泪停不下来 你知道我依赖多不想离开
伤了你の心 我心也难过 久久不能释怀
好想把伤心都砸个粉碎 我常常忘了给你安慰
你却温柔给我安慰 要我忘记

有些事我们活到现在 仍不明了
明明认认真真の去爱 就始终做不好
信任 尊重 包容 体谅
缺一不可 却常常粗心の遗忘
该如何维持爱最初の美好

我知道我の爱一直存在
却为何没法让你幸福...
...对不起...

*losin' myself*

ღB'day Trip - LangkawIღ

假期BB带我去了Langkawi度假当作BB送我的生日之旅
第一次跟BB一起两人旅行 还蛮兴奋的
结果第一天就被飞机飞走(0_0)
跟工作人员吵了很久最后还是得再花钱买过新的飞机票
第一天就over-budget了心痛的感觉=.=''
到了那边又倒霉的租了辆烂车既然在红青灯转弯到一半的时候''死火''
当场冷掉=__=BB马上打电话换车就这样折腾到了晚上
看了地图兴致勃勃的跑去山顶吃日本餐
打开菜单价钱吓死人都是30+起跳 害我们share吃一set吃不饱
旅店附近又没有地方可以填饱肚子几可怜下
隔天打去订配套当天去的时候才知道直接去Jetty买票最便宜T^T
去了Pulai Payar 浮浅结果老天对我们太好=.=''
一下船马上下大雨差点被冻死的感觉
海水也不干净游客都花了这么多钱
却只看到两种鱼在抢面包 连只nemo都没有
Malaysia真的很boleh只会赚钱不会maintain=.=''
真的不明白那些老外既然可以在那边待上一两个礼拜
去了这么多天唯一觉得最好吃的是Losteria意大利餐
虽然有点贵可东西超大份而且很好吃 所以很值得
BB说下次不会再去Langkawi了
第2天就买杯面DVD回酒店浪费时间
什么都贵又不值得 害我们花了很多冤枉钱
这个小kampung 真的是闷闷闷!!!...

虽然坏事连连超倒霉 不过跟BB一起很开心
谢谢BB总是想给我最好的 让我觉得很幸福
X.0.X.0

*I ღ U*